58 / 96 silent sickness l i v i n g w it h p o s t p a r t u m d e p silent sickness l i v i n g w it h p o s t p a r t u m d e p re s s io n ?i remember thinking, if i took enough sleeping pills, my husband would come home in time to take care of the kids, and i just wouldn?t wake up,? rebekah branton, mother of four, shares. ?not that i wanted to kill myself, but i just wanted to sleep for six days.?