60 / 96 i didn?t care about my personal appearance. i didn?t care about anything really. i was numb. it?s not until looking back on it that i realize how deep into it i was. it was the darkest it?s ever been for me,? sarah confides. because this was her first child, she didn?t know what was expected. ?i just thought it was all normal. i didn?t want to get out of bed, but i didn?t realize how bad it was.? recently after fighting some anxiety, her therapist and primary care physician diagnosed that dark period as