12 / 104 just another day in my paradise ?have you filled out the paperwork for your new doctor?? my husband asked me. ?i will soon,? i replied. i didn?t want to tell him that i would do it when i located the papers. like many, my days are often lived with the ?have-tos,? ?must-dos,? and living in the irs time zone. for me, thinking three days ahead only instills terror into my already anxiety-ridden brain. and, it?s already april. how did this happen? i had plans of organizing the mountains of paperwork in my office, and i had a semi-abstract goal of organizing my house with the unwanted, useless, and neglected things we have accumulated to start the year with a ?fresh start.? but,
